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I Don't Want Control (Not Possible)

by Millaze

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Well, you can't really have more layers of meaning in a song than what I crammed into this one. On social media I told my ED Origin Story, and this is partly my recovery anthem - but also, I told my Worst Moment Story and this is a direct response to heartbreak dissociating me into a world, and making me want more highs of love despite pain.

This first single for the next album, "She Picks it Up & Can't Put it Down", is about going from deprivation/starvation into enjoyment/satisfaction.

And although I'm definitely talking about satisfaction in food, I'm also not just talking about food.

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lyrics:

When you open your eyes
I’ll be on top and underneath
Won’t you get me down
On the pavement
To the street
On the other side of wanting you and wanting me
Don’t you get it now
You’re buckling against a sink

I really want want to exhaust me
Then what’ll we be
I really want want to exhaust me

Cuz I don’t want control
I wanna lay inside your hands, say
It’s not possible
To find a high like this again

I don’t want control
I wanna lay inside your hands, say
It’s not possible

A tour, I’ll be your guide
Shift into full-time fantasy
Your pen is revising imagination into scenes
I metabolize
Kick back, open you up to read
We know how to write
You know what I like
I’m falling asleep as I dream

I really want want to exhaust me
Then what’ll we be
I really want want to exhaust me

Cuz I don’t want control
I wanna lay inside your hands, say
It’s not possible
To find a high like this again
I don’t want control
I wanna lay inside your hands, say
It’s not possible

I don’t want control
I wanna lay inside your hands, say
It’s not possible
To find a high like this again

I don’t want control
I wanna lay inside your hands, say
It’s not possible
Is it not possible
Is it not possible

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released August 25, 2023
"I Don't Want Control (Not Possible" is the first single from the 5th album in the deconstructed-book album series, "The Dialectic". Songwriting music and lyrics by Emily Anne Plazek. Piano by Millaze. Vocals by Millaze. Beats by Millaze. Produced by Millaze & Andrew Chris. Engineered by Millaze & Andrew Chris. Mastered by Andrew Chris. Sanctuary Studios. Red House Studios, On Tap TV LLC. The MIC Mountain and MIC PGH Publishing, MIC PGH LLC, 2023.

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i sail the sea and play piano and add dreams.

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