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Driveways and Culdesacs
03:10
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lyrics:
Waiting
I want to believe that I’ve been
Watching me, waiting for me
To turn the key
And pull out of this dead end street
Cuz I can see
The time spent
Taking it out on me
Cuz they’ll never meet
The full-on love I’ll always be
And now finally will my life start
Cuz it’s time to leave
Back up the car
Back up the
Back up the
Back up
No, I know, I can read the street sign
But you told me wait for you outside
Never knew
You’d never figure out love’s a thing you do
If I go, will it be the last time
Cuz I won’t miss another show for you
Feeling sorry for yourself in your room
Cuz I know what it feels like, too
Say you can’t repeat history
Well of course I do
Come on, show me the times that you
Gave up what you wanted so they could
Not end up choosing you
I know I’ve always had a choice
I keep choosing dead end boys
I tell myself that they’re men if I just believe in them
I’ve always had a choice
And I keep choosing dead end boys
I live in driveways with the aux cord in, waiting
Back up
Back up
Back up
Back up the car
The doors will open
I close my eyes
I should be there watching my breath
Waiting in the line
Be alone in a crowd tonight
Cuz the bass pounding makes my
Starving body satisfied
I’ve always had a choice
And I keep choosing dead end boys
I tell myself that they’re men if I just believe in them
I’ve always had a choice
And I keep choosing dead end boys
I live in driveways
I live in driveways
I’ve always had a choice
And I keep choosing dead end boys
I tell myself that they’re men if I just believe in them
I’ve always had a choice
And I keep choosing dead end boys
I live in driveways
I live in driveways
I live in driveways
I’ve always had a choice
I live in driveways
I’ve always had a
I live in driveways
I live in driveways
I live in driveways with the aux cord in
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No, you’re not looking for love
I’m sure cuz I gave enough
Rack my memory
When did he say anything
Close to resembling loving
Can’t put your finger on
But you say
You know something’s wrong
You’re not listening
Echoing back everything
I am the things you want
But you don’t want me
Quote
It’s not like we were ever
Stop
Don’t you dare say to me
We weren’t anything
No
It’s not like we were ever
What
You couldn’t possibly
Have only seen that girl as a body
I don’t know
I don’t know why I’m not over this
Protagonist
And I don’t know
I don’t know why he felt none of it
Like I did
Quote
It’s not like we were ever
It’s not like we were ever
Stop
Have you no mercy
It’s not like we were ever
It’s not like we were ever
Stop
Do you know what you’re doing
I don’t know
I don’t know why I’m not over this
Quote
It’s not like we were ever
Stop
Don’t you dare say to me
We weren’t anything
No
It’s not like we were ever
What
You couldn’t possibly
Have only seen that girl as a
No
I don’t know
I don’t know why I’m not over this
Protagonist
And I don’t know
I don’t know why he felt none of it
Like I did
Wait
It’s not normal to drive off before the conversation ends
Cuz are we more than just friends
Is what you know she would have said
It’s not normal to wake up and reach to pull her body in
And later let her sweat it
Put down your phone, leave her on read
It’s not normal to shut down instead of letting her in
It’s not okay to shut her out, then to reel her back in
It’s not normal to pass off your phone and let someone else text
A cry for help from a friend
Unless that friend was just for
I don’t know
I don’t know
Quote
It’s not like we were ever
It’s not like we were ever
Stop
Have you no mercy
It’s not like we were ever
It’s not like we were ever
Stop
Do you know what you’re doing
It’s not like we were ever
It’s not like we were ever
Stop
There’s no way you felt nothing
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know but something’s wrong with him
What’s wrong with him
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3. |
Dog Park
02:24
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lyrics:
Pin your ears
Run away again
Drag me in your wake
And I’ll call your bluff when
You say that you say all you want is love
With your hand full of leash and my collar on
I’ve lived in your pocket just long enough
We know what the other tastes like
Don’t say we were never love
I’ll whistle at the gate
So you know I’m here
Tell you everything’s okay
If you come anywhere near me
Am I a little late
Will you ever hear
I’ll whistle at the gate
Treat me worse than you treat your dog
You’ve got such a knack for
Pushing away love
You say that you say you’re not good enough
But you’re something you make
So what’s stopping ya
Cuz it’s not what I meant when I called it fun
I know how to beg
Your hand full of leash
And my collar on
I’ll whistle at the gate
So you know I’m here
Tell you everything’s okay
If you come anywhere near me
Am I a little late
Will you ever hear
I’ll whistle at the gate
I’ll whistle at the gate
So you know I’m here
Tell you everything’s okay
If you come anywhere near me
In the middle of your pain
If you close your eyes
You’ll hear me
Can you listen to me say
Will you listen if I beg
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4. |
Apartment Parking Lot
02:50
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lyrics:
Scream so I can hear you above my panic
Please, hurry up
Give me something I can hold on
Spare me humilia
You don’t get to play dumb
You know where I come from
You know me more than anyone
You know me more
You know me more
How many more, many more months
Many more, many more months
How many more, many more months
Till my apartment
Cuz I’m biting my own arm
But not like I did before
When we were a we are
And the last what if there’s more
When you were a life I loved to live
And I was a lie you were caught in
I was a mistake
And to you that’s all there is
How many more, many more months
Many more, many more months
How many more, many more months
Many more, many more months
How many more, many more months
Until you cut the cord I’m on
In my apartment parking lot
In my apartment parking lot
In my apartment parking lot
My apartment parking lot
My apartment parking lot
My apartment parking lot
My apartment park
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Sink Down On My Phone
04:04
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lyrics:
Hey
We’re touching down
Just saw this now
I didn’t mean to delay but how
I type this out
Erase and doubt
I gotta nail what i mean cuz
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll do anything
When I’m in the clouds
You’re on the ground
So I didn’t know you were lost till now
My shutting down
Is not about you
Just the fear of losing you
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll do anything
I know that you’re probably sleeping
But know that you’re what I’ll be thinking about
All night tonight
And don’t you ever think
I’m in a place where it would bring
Relief to let you
Sink down on my phone
There’s no delusional in our relationship at all
Remember who you called
When your world fell down
And whatever this is
Don’t let the internet get in
Between our messaging
Don’t forget that I’m
Not in a search engine
I’m not content recommended
I’ll never let you
Sink down on my phone
I’ll do anything
I’ll do anything
Hey
Where do you go
When you’re alone
I wanna find where you lose me
No
I’ll never go
What makes you so convinced
On your phone
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll prove everything
As many times as you need it
And don’t you ever think
I’m in a place where it would bring
Relief to let you
Sink down on my phone
There’s no delusional in our relationship at all
Remember who you called
When your world fell down
And whatever this is
Don’t let the internet get in
Between our messaging
Don’t forget that I’m
Not in a search engine
I’m not content recommended
I’ll never let you
Sink down on my phone
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll do anything
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll do anything
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll do anything
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll do anything
Sink down on my phone
And don’t you ever think
Sink down on my phone
I’ll do anything
I’ll do
Sink down on my phone
And don’t you ever think
And don’t you ever think
Sink down on my phone
And don’t you ever think
To get us
Anything
And don’t you ever think
I’m in a place where it would bring
Relief to let you
Sink down on my phone
There’s no delusional in our relationship at all
Remember who you called
When your world fell down
And whatever this is
Don’t let the internet get in
Between our messaging
Don’t forget that I’m
Not in a search engine
I’m not content recommended
I’ll never let you
Sink down on my phone
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll do anything
To get us through
I’ll do anything to get us through this
I’ll do anything
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Override
02:16
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lyrics:
Oh
You say you’re terrified
Look in my eyes
You say you’ll never leave me
How ‘bout I
Pause and rewind
Cuz history’s repeating
Why would I say that it’s deja vu
Cuz I realize
I wait on you
I’m deprioritized
Off of your mind
When I grab any second
To remind me of our
I need to not expect a revelation here
He’s in his head and I’ve been there
So tell me why
My love for you can always
Override stress
And yours doesn’t
Override
(and I’m forgotten again)
Over my self-protection
Override
I’m in your pocket again
Can you remember I
Told you that night
That I know what you feel like
How to love
And I gave you time
But I’m a sucker for a shy guy
I wait in line
Rollercoaster I never ride
How much more willing am I
To give up on my life
And I don’t know
Am I asking the impossible
To trust someone I used to again
Will you need a revelation here
(My love for you can always)
Cuz I’m in your pocket
How am I in your pocket again
My love for you can always
Override stress
And yours doesn’t
Override
(and I’m forgotten again)
Over my self-protection
Override
I’m in your pocket again
Override stress
And yours doesn’t
Override
(and I’m forgotten again)
Over my self-protection
Override
I’m in your pocket again
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i sail the sea and play piano and add dreams.
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