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Half-Title Page
06:54
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Projection Room / Gutter
03:07
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lyrics:
And I refuse to sit through a movie that I didn’t choose
So if I say I need you to get to the projection room
Then can you meet me there tonight
I got the manual to write
Can you meet me there tonight
I got the manual to write
And I think you’d hate to sit through a movie that you didn’t choose
So if I say you need you to get to the projection room
Then can you meet me there tonight
I got the manual to write
The default b-roll super eight, hijacked by some old dirty tapes
Into the ending stolen from
What we had no control of
Always been so curious
Intellect alluring
Does he know what I see in him
The angles that I shot the film
From the velvet chair
To the room upstairs
And I refuse to sit through a movie that I didn’t choose
So if I say I need you to get to the projection room
Then can you meet me there tonight
I got the manual to write
Can you meet me there tonight
I got the manual to write
And I think you’d hate to sit through a movie that you didn’t choose
So if I say you need you to get to the projection room
Then can you meet me there tonight
I got the manual to write
The default b-roll super eight, hijacked by some old dirty tapes
Into the ending stolen from
What we had no control of
Always been so curious
Intellect alluring
Does he know what I see in him
The angles that I shot the film
From the velvet chair
To the room upstairs
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lyrics:
Did you hear me all this time
Did you hear me all this time
When you fear you fear me
No, you can’t see clearly
Did you hear me all this time
No, I can’t tell you where I went in
So off the grid to be forgiven
You laid me down in a museum
Do it for me
Can you do it for everybody watching
Left on a bed and in a vision
Like a silence with an ambition
I never said the things I didn’t do it for
Didn’t do it for
Meet me where we cut off like a lost limb
Gonna lose your life to hide a weakness
Just open your eyes
Human
Hear me all this time
Did you hear me all this time
When you fear you fear me, oh
No, you can’t see clearly
Did you hear me all this time
No, I can’t tell you where I went in
So off the grid to be forgiven
You laid me down in a museum
Do it for me
Can you do it for everybody watching
Left on a bed and in a vision
Like a silence with an ambition
I never said the things I didn’t do it for
Didn’t do it for
Meet me where we cut off like a lost limb
Gonna lose your life to hide a weakness
Just open your eyes
Human
Hear me all this time
Did you hear me all this time
When you fear you fear me, oh
No, you can’t see clearly
Did you hear me all this time
Did you hear me all this
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lyrics:
You look at me
You think you read
But everyone else can see
Your hand is moving
I won’t stop
And I want you to
Meet me not the me you made me
I want
You to see the book you’re making
I want
Me to be the one you run to when you’re done
We’ll make the story move
Oh
I won’t stop till I wake you from
Your hell
Your writer’s block
You’re missing half the story
There’s a man in there that I love
My friend, my author god
Remember
Come on, you know me
Use what you know
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Not where you think I go
That’s you, you know
I want you to
Meet me not the me you made me
I want
You to see the book you’re making
I want
Me to be the one you run to when you’re done
We’ll make the story move
And I want you to
Meet me not the me you made me
I want
You to see the book you’re making
And I want
Me to be the one you run to when you’re done
We’ll make the story move
Oh
I won’t stop till I wake you from
Your hell
Your writer’s block
You’re missing half the story
There’s a man in there that I love
My friend, my author god
Remember
Come on, you know me
Use what you know
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Not where you think I go
That’s you, you know
And I want you to
Meet me not the me you made me
I want
You to see the book you’re making
And I want
Me to be the one you run to when you’re done
We’ll make the story move
And I want you to
Meet me not the me you made me
I want
You to see the book you’re making
I want
Me to be the one you run to when you’re done
We’ll make the story move
We’ll make the story move
We’ll make the story move
I won’t stop
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lyrics:
Halfway through the greatest read
I know you didn’t mean to do it but you took from me
So I’ll wait in the library
I know I didn’t mean to do it but I gotta read
So he’ll say
Stay away
But what if I told you that she just doesn’t work that way
Take it with a grain of salt, she said
I’m writing hour after hour, every end
You never met another author quite like this
She said because no closure, you left
Look me in the eye and give a little bit
You sent me scissors in the sky and a
Don’t underestimate a life cut like a limb
She said because no closure, you left
She runs scenarios
You left
She runs scenarios
She runs scenarios and body to the ground
She runs scenarios and body to the ground
The part of her below that tells her the way out
Repeating let it go
And she agrees but doesn’t know
Reality, memory, fantasy and dream, oh
Reality, memory, fantasy and
You know you really gotta
Take it with a grain of salt, she said
I’m writing hour after hour, every end
You never met another author quite like this
She said because no closure, you left
Look me in the eye and give a little bit
You sent me scissors in the sky and a
Don’t underestimate a life cut like a limb
She said because no closure, you left
She runs scenarios
She runs scenarios
Reality, memory, fantasy and dream, oh
Reality, memory, fantasy and dream, oh
Reality, memory, fantasy and dream
So hell’s an endless ending
Hell’s an endless ending
Hell’s an endless end
Hell’s an endless end
Hell’s an endless end
Hell’s an endless end
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Scream / 529 / Spine
03:27
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lyrics:
Oh, oh oh
Oh, oh oh
Oh
Do you windowsill sit in nothing more
Than an undershirt fit for a man and you’re
Like you almost had it that time before
And I could, and I could, and I could, and I could
Do you windowsill sit in nothing more
Than an undershirt fit for a man and you’re
Like you almost had it that time before
And I could, and I could, and I could, and I could
It’s a problem
It’s a rush
And it’s bottled up in my stomach
It’s a dreamland
It’s a drug
Oh, I almost had it
It’s a problem
It’s a rush
And it’s bottled up in my stomach
It’s a dreamland
It’s a drug
Oh, oh oh
Oh
Writing in the moonlight it’s 529, don’t wanna die to get to meet again
And I could tear down the walls
Oh, I almost had it
And I could clear out it all
Oh, I almost had it
And I could say now that it’s not my fault
Oh, I almost had it
And I could
Scream
Do you windowsill sit in nothing more
Than an undershirt fit for a man and you’re
Like you almost had it that time before
And I could, and I could, and I could, and I could
Do you windowsill sit in nothing more
Than an undershirt fit for a man and you’re
Like you almost had it that time before
And I could, and I could, and I could, and I could
It’s a problem
It’s a rush
And it’s bottled up in my stomach
It’s a dreamland
It’s a drug
Oh, I almost had it
It’s a problem
It’s a rush
And it’s bottled up in my stomach
It’s a dreamland
It’s a drug
Writing in the moonlight it’s 529, don’t wanna die to get to meet again
And I could tear down the walls
Oh, I almost had it
And I could clear out it all
Oh, I almost had it
And I could say now that it’s not my fault
Oh, I almost had it
And I could
Scream
Oh, oh oh
I almost had it
Oh, oh oh
I almost had it
Oh, oh oh
I almost had it
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8. |
Blank Page
03:06
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(instrumental)
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lyrics:
The one on me
The one on me
Those downward eyes
A thousand pieces of my little mind
Your hands wrapping around gold
A cardboard thesis of a single life
In this light
You’re what I need but I left behind
I can see who you are
Can you hold me
Can you hold
Like your guitar
Oh
A thousand pieces of my little mind
A cardboard thesis of a single life
You’re what I needed but I left behind
Snuck in your apartment
Waited
Separated
You from who I know you knew you weren’t
Closet crack
I saw you go to work
On me
Closet crack
Give her your v-neck shirt
The one on me
Those downward eyes
A thousand pieces of my little mind
Your hands wrapping around gold
A cardboard thesis of a single life
In this light
You’re what I need but I left behind
I can see who you are
Can you hold me
Can you hold
Like your guitar
Oh
A thousand pieces of my little mind
A cardboard thesis of a single life
You’re what I needed but I left behind
Snuck in your apartment
Waited
Separated
You from who I know you knew you weren’t
Closet crack
I saw you go to work
On me
Closet crack
Give her your v-neck shirt
The one on me
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lyrics:
The music slowed down that night
My world spun around black sky
A balance why do we fight
Deeply down and also high
I was alright
I laughed with and without wine
Without smoke I closed my eyes
Alone my body still opened wide
Deeply down and also high
I was alright
I was alright
I’ll miss you for the rest of my life
I’ll see my little dress, your blue tie
A heartbreak that was somehow right
Deeply down and also high
Oh, high
Be alright
Be alright
When I see you in my mind
I’ll hope you find
I
I just want us to be alright
Deeply down and also high
Oh, high
Be alright
Be alright
Be alright
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ISBN-EDGE-OF-THE-BED
03:55
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lyrics:
He’s edge of the bed
Elbows to knees
Hands to head
He’s holding something
Edge of the bed
She never left
Still in his tee
Next to him
She’s holding something
Edge of the bed
Just not strong enough to see yet
Where do you go
Where do you go
Am I waiting here alone
Or do you know
I’m by your side
Where do you go
Where do you go
Am I waiting here alone
Or do you know
I’ll go all night
Cuz I could be there with you
Cuz I’m still there with you
He’s edge of the bed
Elbows to knees
Hands to head
He’s holding something
Edge of the bed
She never left
Still in his tee
Next to him
She’s holding something
Edge of the bed
Just not strong enough to see yet
You don’t need to see it
Just sit
Where do you go
Where do you go
Am I waiting here alone
Or do you know
I’m by your side
Where do you go
Where do you go
Am I waiting here alone
Or do you know
I’ll go all night
Cuz I could be there with you
Cuz I’m still there with you
Just sit
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Occam's Razor Map
03:27
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lyrics:
No she can’t go home
I wanna see you with someone who loves you the way I do
Cuz I wanna be with you but I can’t tell if you want me to
So I wanna see you with someone who loves you the way I do
Cuz I wanna be with you but I can’t tell if you want me to
No she can’t go home
If she doesn’t know there’s a home to run to
No she can’t go home
If she doesn’t know there’s a home to run to
But he won’t let her know, no, no, no, no, no
He won’t let her know, no, no, no, no, no
He won’t let her know
No she can’t go home
I wanna see you with someone who loves you the way I do
No she can’t go home
Cuz I wanna be with you but I can’t tell if you want me to
If you want me to
So I wanna see you with someone who loves you the way I do
The way I do
Cuz I wanna be with you but I can’t tell if you want me to
No she can’t go home
If she doesn’t know there’s a home to run to
No she can’t go home
No she can’t go home
If she doesn’t know there’s a home to run to
No she can’t go home
Oh, but he won’t let her know, no, no, no, no, no
He won’t let her know, no, no, no, no, no
He won’t let her know
He won’t let her know, no, no, no
Because I wasn’t lying, I’m like no one you’ve ever met
Because I know the how-to of loving you
And I always did
I always did
No she can’t go home
If she doesn’t know there’s a home to run to
No she can’t go home
Oh
He won’t let her know, no, no, no, no, no
He won’t let her know, no, no, no, no, no
He won’t let her know
No she can’t go home
No she can’t go home
If she doesn’t know there’s a home to run to
He won’t let her know, no, no, no
No she can’t go home
If she doesn’t know there’s a home to run to
He won’t let her know, no, no, no
Oh, but he won’t let her know, no, no, no, no, no
He won’t let her know, no, no, no, no, no
He won’t let her know
He won’t let her know
I wanna see you with someone who loves you the way I do
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(instrumental)
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Millaze Bloomington, Indiana
i sail the sea and play piano and add dreams.
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